spent the entire of ystdae with bf. it was a suposed belated celeb fer our 1 mth. went over to he's place. in a way i was expecting some kind of intimacy.. but nt till that extent. am freaking scared right now. juz praying very hard hoping nothings gonna happen. sighs. talking to ice is good. atleast there's someone i can turn to, tho she cant help me much either.
sang at` @ 11:43 AMTuesday, March 14, 2006
im so terrified and traumatised right now.no one's to be blame.. i juz wish we wld stop making this whole mistake.. things r going too fast. we know it, we made it clear. but yet its not stopping, nothings done.
im so confused. ilove him, but by the end of the day, will he be the one there fer me walking down the aisle? wads going on?
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